Curse

LeftAlone- · Oct 08, 2005, 01:48 PM // 13:48

This thread is for the people who want to say something they feel.. something that perhaps makes you feel happy, or stabs at your heart, making it painful.. anything..
Let you're hearts speak in this thread.

I can start..:

Oh gosh.. You know..... I havent felt anything special towards anyone lately.. Nor have I been really getting that from anyone to me either...
Some mite be thinking now what the hell is that guy talking about..

Love... yeh.. love..
I havent felt it for such a long time.. I really miss it.
Not too long ago.. about 2 months behind I was playing GW.. I was extremely bored with the game and didnt really know what to do.
See, im mostly a PvP player, and my guild is a PvP heavy guild... but then people started getting bored with the game, school.. work.. etc.. Ppl started leaving..
So yeh.. I was just wondering around the GW world.. more bored than any time before..
I was like.. ARGH!!! WHAT TO DO?!?!?!??!... So I opened my map..
I looked at it.. and just randomly clicked at a spot... In a brief moment I was in Ice Tooth Cave...
Then I was like.. lets just go to international district just for fun..
So... I went there and there was 3 other ppl in there.
Some ranger, an elementalist and a necromancer.

The ranger was like: Oi St Knight Arthur, I challenge you to dance!
I was like: Erm.. sorry.. I dont feel like dancing..
So then this necromancer ran up to me and did /wave emote
then she said : Go on.. dance
So I was like.. bah.. Okay
so.. we danced.. all 4 of us..
I was there with my lvl 20 war/monk and they then asked if I could help them through some areas.
So... I got them all the way up to Temple of Ages.
The elementarist had to drop out at Lions Arch and the ranger left in ToA.
So I was left alone with this necromancer..
I said I could help him through some missions..
Well.. then the necro smiled, and corrected me.. :Her.. not him

Sure, lets do missions.
I took her from Beetletun to Divinity Coast. But I was kinda not willing to do the mission.. so I stopped at the beach on the way there..
She sat down at the waterline and I came to stand on her side..
We then just spoke.. and spoke.. and spoke some more.. until 4 hours went like in 5 minutes.. I got to know her name is Jennifer and shes from London, and that shes also new to GW and that was her first char.

Ever since then I have played with Jennifer. First time in months that I enjoyed doing PvE again. She was great fun, and a very good player. She understood how the game and AI works way better than many other people I've met.
I liked her..

Then one day she came on team speak.. it was awesome to hear her voice.. So pretty, and that great british accent ^_^;
The next day we spoke on msn... and she was on webcam.. boy she is pretty..
Shes a mix of Indian, Karibean and british.. Dark skin.. kinda asiatic face features..

Anyway.. I've know her for two months now.. I've spoken with her about so many things that I've never mentioned to other people.. Also she has opened herself to me. Its such a pleasure to speak with her..
I like her.. a lot.. I wont call it love becaus I just simply don't know if it would be sane to call it that.. something that is happening over internet... but I know that the feeling is two sided..
We have had some very intimate conversations...
Oh boy.. I just want to be there with her.. Hold her in my arms.. Kiss her neck...Ahhh..
I <3 Jennifer..

Right.. I hope I didn't bore anyone.. lol..
So.. any stories? :P

purrfect · Oct 08, 2005, 01:54 PM // 13:54

wow that sure is a long post

u should have a romantic dinner/walk with her

LeftAlone- · Oct 08, 2005, 01:56 PM // 13:56

I so wish I could.
I've spoken with her a lot about these feelings..
I made a promise for myself.. Im going to study these last one and a half years of high school and then try to get into a university somewhere in England.

Lets see if this will ever get anywhere o_O

LeftAlone- · Oct 08, 2005, 02:52 PM // 14:52

I guess this thread wont get too far.. or theres not many ppl on at this time.

Divinitys Creature · Oct 08, 2005, 03:47 PM // 15:47

Dude that is really romantic. But there is no point in waiting for over a year and choosing a college just to meet her in real life. Take a short trip and meet her if you think you two have something. You meet a lot of people in college and well steering your entire life towards another continent for her seems a little drastic. You should go to university for the right reasons not just to meet someone.

If you really want to meet her then go meet her when you have a break at school, maybe go for just a weekend. Don't take a place in a college on a course that isn't quite what you wanted for someone who you like now but you can never be sure what will happen. I know this sounds negative but you need to be sensible. I haven't ever moved for someone so I'm no expert. I'm sure when more people post they will have some useful advice. I do understand your feelings though.

LeftAlone- · Oct 08, 2005, 04:06 PM // 16:06

That doesnt sound negative. Its realistic thinking.
I know I mite be working in a silly way.. expecting and planning such things..
Its just weird.. this what I feel.. and Im quite confused myself.
I guess I'll just have to flow along and see where this all will lead.

Im pretty sure about that I will most probably not come to like any girls in Finland.
Through these 14ish years I've lived in this country I've only liked two girls, and even then, that was like 3 years ago, and I viewed people and life in general completely different, and I guess *love* was more of an experimental feeling back then..
After travelling a lot, meeting many foreign people, and then coming back to finland, I have come to dislike finnish people very much. I know how stupid, selfish, perhaps rude that sounds, but finnish culture has sertain habits whitch make finns very disgusting to me.
Firtly, finns are afraid to be gentle.. to touch other people..
For example, you are at an aeroport and you see this finnish family say bye bye to the ones who are leaving.. They dont hug, nothing... they just say.. bye and shake hands.. with their own flipping family members..
Their afraid of being touched..
Gah.. I don't know how to explain this..

The bottom line is.. I dislike how finns interract with other people... I've found it to be really hard for me to make friends with finns simply becaus I just dont enjoy spending time like they do.. talking about stuff they talk.. etc..
Foreign people are so fun.. so easy to get along with..
I hate this country.. and I have it planned to get out of here as soon as I can.. Jennifer or no Jennifer.. Im leaving.. and probably to UK.. if not then Canada perhaps.

kg_lildude1 · Oct 08, 2005, 04:33 PM // 16:33

i know how you feel bud

PieXags · Oct 08, 2005, 05:21 PM // 17:21

Quote:

Originally Posted by kg_lildude1

i know how you feel bud

This post makes me laugh.

kg_lildude1 · Oct 08, 2005, 05:50 PM // 17:50

no really i do :\

PieXags · Oct 08, 2005, 06:34 PM // 18:34

Quote:

Originally Posted by kg_lildude1

no really i do :\

Haha...that makes me laugh about as much as this:

And that's pretty damn hard.

kg_lildude1 · Oct 08, 2005, 06:36 PM // 18:36

................ i have something funnier that i will post in a sec :P

EchoSex · Oct 08, 2005, 07:02 PM // 19:02

Most people know I rather much hate the planet, but I do have simple things that make me happy.. My fiancee, going shooting, sketching, SOMETIMES computer games (half the time they make me angry) and good food.

kg_lildude1 · Oct 08, 2005, 07:05 PM // 19:05

what guns you like to shoot, i prefer the browning rifle series and .22 magnum

EchoSex · Oct 08, 2005, 07:09 PM // 19:09

Could've sworn I've said this a million times, but.. All I use now is what I still have - HK94 & a SIG Sauer 226. Used to have a CETME, Automatic Kalashinklov, SIG 550 Civi and a SIG Sauer 229. All pictured on aircrash.50webs.com

BAck to topic.. I like rainy days.

kg_lildude1 · Oct 08, 2005, 07:12 PM // 19:12

foggy days give me a feeling of inner serenity

Witchblade · Oct 08, 2005, 07:36 PM // 19:36

Quote:

Originally Posted by kg_lildude1

i know how you feel bud

Well it is time to be honest with u...with all my heart, i want to to know this

There a lil thing i never told u before....

kg_lildude1 · Oct 08, 2005, 07:39 PM // 19:39

thats not nice :\

Witchblade · Oct 08, 2005, 07:41 PM // 19:41

I m not here to be nice, i m here to tell u what ppl have in mind now

So do an effort til it's too late

I wont charge u for the 1st visit

LeftAlone- · Oct 08, 2005, 07:42 PM // 19:42

Awww.. But I like him

When hes dead.

Bah.. Instead of naming this thread the way I did, I should of named it *Talk about anything random* and ppl could just spam the crap out of this, and it would be immune to admins becaus it would be the whole point of the thread.

Witchblade · Oct 08, 2005, 07:43 PM // 19:43

We ll make some kinda foundation then

We ll figure a thing